I stood outside my work, with a piece of paper in hand that gave me 5 different options of getting home on the bus. Yes, you read right, I am riding the bus to and from work. Those of you who truly KNOW me understand what a big deal and how much stress this can cause me, and those of you don’t fully know me (yet, I hope) will probably brush it off. You see, I was born and raised in Colorado. My family lived in a small town and when I went to college I chose another small town. Riding mass transit never was an option, nor did I really want to. It is not that I am above mass transit busses, it is just that I never had the option, and besides it can be so confusing so why think about it. Well, I now live in Seattle. Matt and I have one car (thanks Dad!) between us, and the new job does not offer parking, but they will pay for a bus pass. By the way, if I did drive and parked it would cost me $6 a day which quickly adds up. Therefore, the best option quickly became riding the bus.
So, there I stood on that busy street, nervously waiting for bus route #8 to come get me. I spent the previous night finding all the different routes and times that could get me home so that if I left work late, I wouldn’t worry. I had them printed on a sheet of paper I kept very securely in my pocket. But, you know what, I was worried. I saw my bus, got my bus money out and boarded. I sat right up front, because I needed to follow the map and see that Bus Route #8 truly was going the same direction the map said it would be. Of course the bus was on track and I was at my first stop. The location for my job required a bus transfer to get home, thus making my life even more complicated and gave me more to worry about. I got out crossed the street to go the next stop, and waited again for Bus Route #28. I stood at this stop holding tight to the piece of paper I had printed, as if this paper would save me and make riding the bus okay. I stood there and looked around me. Cars, trucks, busses, and crazy people who ride their bikes on the road zoomed passed me. I had a fabulous view of the Space Needle and a green, grassy park full of people behind me. I could not believe this was my life and how overwhelming and huge city life can be at times. I held back the tears and wondered if I was strong enough to pull it together. The bus came, still nervous I sat in the front seat again. I was starting to think that I couldn’t do city life, where was the quiet peacefulness that was Colorado. At that moment the bus crossed a huge bridge over a big water way. The sun was just setting and I looked to my left – the beautiful Olympic Mountain Range, to my right – the Cascade Mountains, underneath me – many sailboats, prop planes, kayaks, and then I looked behind me – Mount Rainer was visible in its full glory. I then realized it would be okay, Seattle is beautiful, and I was indeed going to make it home on the bus.
Hey Kelli, I can’t tell you how proud I am of you. Remember my words of wisdom, “Change breeds insecurity, not changing breeds security. Now that you know the buses and the routes it will now become secure and you will have to find something new to conquer. It would be terrible to go through life and never conquer a challenge. Our lives are richer today by taking risks and overcoming our challenges. You are a great person with great courage.
Love ya, Dad
PS see ya this weekend in Seatle. Hey, I am looking forward to a bus ride.
Kelly is riding the bus! I’m so proud of you! I was totally scared when I rode the bus for the first time in Phoenix. I was worried if I would ever get back home, but I make it back safe.
Where are you?? You haven’t blogged for like over 6 months!
I’ll bet you’re a pro at the public transport system by now, but I definitely felt the pain of this blog…. like you I’m from a small town in Colorado (Salida), went to Fort Lewis (where I suspect you went) and at one point had to master public transportation in San Francisco. Believe me, I know that feeling of clutching that list of routes/times/contingencies…. and hoping you got on the right bus and it’s going where you thought it would! Good job for being courageous